Hello again! I'm quite proud of myself at the moment, realizing that this will be my 4th post already this week! I was truly afraid that I may do one or two and just kind of forget about it, but I've done pretty well with it so far. It always helps when you have friends at school who have found it (I've just decided its good for them to all know about it), and continually tell you how awesome your writing skills and stories are. Even gotten a few "I'm sorrys" for some of the sadder points in what I've written. It's really made me feel good about it. Even if I don't have a million followers, let alone 5 right now, the fact that people are reading it is what matters. Thanks, guys.
So, there was no way I could have typed anything up last night after going through the ordeal that I did. Yes, I understand that I've said I would be totally honest and straightforward with my stories/news, but this is more of something I really can't talk about, for the sake of my personal PERSONAL life, and the other person of whom it has affected. I'll just say that it had to do with SOS (You ought to know what that means, or you're clearly not old enough/mature enough to be reading this). A "conversation" occured that was unavoidable only because someone else made a mistake, and it ended up unraveling into something really upsetting, probably for both of us. I know I was upset; couldn't fall asleep until something like 12:45 and in that mean time wrote a note to her that ended up being a full page, front and back, a whole front of the second page, and half of its back. Gave it to her this morning, but I'm not quite sure of how she responded to it, as we never were able to talk about it more than if she had read it by 5th period. It was just a sort of awkward day, so talking didn't seem like the best thing to do anyways. More for thought; however, the best thing I have to report on that is that just before we both left for seperate destinations, we did actually hug for the first time in more than a week. That was somewhat reassuring, and I'm hoping that off of something as small as that, we can build off of it so that things will be better. That's all I can say on that without getting too emotional about it...
Besides that, today was also just a really busy day overall; had a science test and history test, and then had this band solo and ensemble contest in West Fork. The other two guys who play the same instrument as I did a trio, and awesomely enough got a first division on it. I was rather proud, not just because of the first division, but because I honestly was very worried about it going well at all. We hadn't exactly practiced that much on it, and sort of threw it together in a few days. Nonetheless, a great result. As an entire band, we had 81 first divisions and 6 second. Pretty beast, if you ask me.
I'm not sure that I really have that much left in the tank to talk about, probably because I'm so mentally drained...both from school and personal things. Sisters get the priveledge of going to Silver Dollar City tomorrow in Branson, along with basically half of the rest of the school. However, just because the counselor woman wouldn't let me do a foreign language this year, I'm not fortunate enough to have that opportunity. SOS is going, along with the person I've been stressing over the last week, so I have a very fine friend by the name of Abe (theres some credit for you, dude) thats going to keep an eye on things for me. I shouldn't have to wonder about stuff like that, but thats the basis of all the problems lately. Well, since I couldn't sleep at all last night, I'm gonna hit the snoozer early tonight so I can hopefully have a good weekend.
Oh, and by the way, please tell people about this blog so that I can hopefully expand it's followers; that would be awesome. Thanks.
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